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HELLO EVERYONE! =) I know I have disappeared from this blog for quite a long period of time, but yes, I am finally back!! So many things to update on. Haha!
Now, I'm in Year 2, no longer a freshie anymore. Sad to say, I am not in the same class as Ching and Shermaine, but at least we still meet almost more than half the week. Haha! Oh! One great thing about individual projects is that the three of us can do it together. For example, newswriting! =) These two girls make school fun for me. Haha!! I love you both despite all the "suaning and i-dunno-you" jokes. Haha!! =P
Moving on, I guess I have been quite a "chiongster" compared to last year. Thanks to Marcian huh. Haha!! All the be-a-nerd sessions I have with him in school and in the libraries are hell load of fun. Studying and taking breaks by laughing at weird poses of people whom had fallen asleep. Haha!! I know your hair will stand, but my dear alien, HA! You know you rawk my world. =)
Back to my new class, nice people they are. The group of people whom never fails to crack cranky jokes in class, never fails to brighten up our dreadful Thursdays with cupcakes and cookies! Oh! And all the little outings and shopping sprees we all have together. Haha! (",)
Ambassadors! I love XiangWei. Ha! Someone whom makes me look forward to going online. Thanks darling, you never fail to make me smile after talking to you. All your random conversations always pop up at the right time. Haha! You might not know, but yes, you are one of my darling in both mcm and ambass! -Hugs-
YLA! Despite all the stress for running the first ever YLA, I got together with this group of JieMeis. Ha! To the 7 of you, much loves. -Hugs and kisses- Thanks for listening and always sending me those encouraging messages. The whole group of you is the reason for me to stay on. =)
Update and pictures on the outing with Ching and Shermaine soon! =)
posted at 4:44 AM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
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Happy New Year!! =)
2008 has finally arrived. I must say that 2007 was not very pleasant for me, in fact, it was a year filled with much dreadful memories. Whatever it is, this post is going to conclude everything in 2007, and I believe and sincerely pray that 2008 will be a great year ahead.
Beginning of 2007, I was busy working full-time in Hula&Co. That was probably one of the happier phrase that I have in 2007. Despite the long working hours, I remember waking up eagerly every morning, looking forward to another day of work. Well, work would not have been that fun and enjoyable if it wasn't for the few darlings =)
JiaEn, Shareen, ShuLing, Susan, XuePing, Kimi! The few lovable darlings that made working so fun for me. I remember all the times that we ran up and down Far East Plaza looking for each other. Haha! All the crying and laughing sessions that we had, all the slacking sessions that we had, all the "scolding-boss" sessions that we had, all the over-time till 2am sessions that we had! Hahaha!! I'm glad that we still remained as close friends even after all of us have quited. =)
Throughout this time, all the way till I entered NP, I will never forget the wonderful moments I had in MG. MG, the place where I made all my close friends. MG, the place where I fulfilled my dream in the musical aspect. MG, the place where I treated as my 2nd home. Well, I'm glad that MG is doing and expanding well now. =)
Then a new chapter of life started! Clemmy seashell, another passer-by?? Anyway, I entered NP Mass Communication and life had been so different since then. Rushing several projects in a semester was definitely not an easy thing to do. Cabbing to school at odd hours like 230am was not a very good experience. Well, friends wise... Hmmmm!
This new semester was certainly much better. At least there are more things for me to be glad for, compared to the terrible ones. There were more activities in Ambassadors for us to participate in, hence gotten to know more wonderful and great friends from all over NP =) Red Camp 4 was definitely a turning point in 2007. All the fabulous friends that I made, friends that I can trust wholeheartedly, friends that I know will not backstab me, friends that I know truly care, friends that I know who will catch me when I fall.
HueiChin and Marcian! Thanks for always being there. I doubt I have to say much more because you guys have heard all these a million times already =X HAHAHAHA!! =)
WeiMing, Vishal, Eugenie, Hannah, Joyce! Thanks for all the fun and laughter, sometimes the preaching too..HAHA =P
WeiLian, Gracia, Abigail, YongMing, Royston, Albert! I really thank God to get to know you guys through Red Camp 4 =) You little kiddos are really wonderful people..HAHA!! =)
To this special group of people who made a drastic difference in my life, thanks =) (P.S: To those of you who were there that night, thanks for standing up for me=) )
School was not that good because I guess I lost a friend that I really treasured a lot due to some misunderstandings? It was really hurting and demoralizing when things started to change on the friendster and blog. Perhaps you are trying to say that everything has come to an end already, but I am still hoping...
Anyway, Shermaine, Ching and Jarrel! Thanks for always being there to encourage me and helping me out with work =) You guys know how important you are to me. You guys know if it wasn't for the 3 of you, I would have already submitted that drop-out letter. Well, I'm really grateful..Really!
Hmmm! I guess as the year as coming to an end, things were starting to get better =) All the wonderful friends and all the gatherings that were held! I hope it's trying to forecast the upcoming year would be a better year ahead. Well, all in all! I guess 2008 will be much better, at least, that's what I have been praying for!
posted at 4:52 AM
Tuesday, December 18, 2007
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I love to stay up late not because of computer games or online shopping etc. I just love the silence and calmness in the night. This is the period of time which I know that everybody is sleeping and nobody will be watching, no harsh glares etc. It's the only time when I know I can let myself go, take off the facade and truly be myself for that few hours.
Even until now, I give my trust to people easily, I give my whole heart to treat my friends sincerely. However, many a times people just treat it like dust. Yes! Nobody cherish them. Sometimes, I feel like I am just a mere mannequin, an inanimate object that provides company when it is being needed. Nothing more... Nothing more!
So I use the few hours to take off the mask, and remind myself of whom I am. I realized that if I do not do so, I will lose my self-identity soon...Real soon! So what do I do while immersing myself in the dark?? I would reminiscence. I know we can never turn back time or go back to the past, so yes, I would recall all the pleasant and heartwarming moments spent with everyone.
I always try to relive those moments in my mind because nobody would ever succeed to taint the happy moments that we spent with people around us. You may ask what do I do with those unpleasant ones... I'll try my best to hide them somewhere.
Without fail, in the process of hiding those hurtful memories, it really do not feel good. Well, I can't throw them away because even when memories fade away, they do not disappear and they will always surface again at certain point in time.
Sometimes people seem to not be that bad after all, but in that split second, they would have become complete strangers! I have no idea why, but I am really tired living a life like this...
posted at 2:49 AM
Saturday, December 15, 2007
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Yes! Term break is finally here! This 2 weeks seem so short because of all the assignments and gatherings! Haha =) I'm really looking forward to the Tribe 20 and Ambassadors Christmas gatherings.
Talking about Tribe 20, I must say that these kids always never fail to turn my frowns into smiles. Haha! I went to meet them for pool sessions and dinner few days back. Although not all of us were there, I still enjoyed it very much. Haha!
Went for shopping spree with HueiChin and I have decided what to give the class, ambassadors and the little kiddos already! =) Christmas has always been the motivation that pulled me through every year, I hope this Christmas would be a nice one though. =X
posted at 1:04 AM
Saturday, November 17, 2007
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After the long chat that we had that night, I thought things will be going back to normal again. However, you added on to the number that proved to me that promises are meant to be broken.
I know that we weren't always around to share your joy and happiness, but we did make it a point to be there when you needed us to share your pain and sorrow. We always try our best to be there for you when you were feeling down during that period of time. I know we might not have been of much help, but we were still there to show you that there are still people who care.
Frankly speaking, I still can't believe that a 2-weeks overseas trip could erase off all that we have gone through together. You said that the thought of giving up any of the friendships did not cross your mind. You said you realized that you neglected the all of us, and you would take initiative to make the relationships better.
So! What happened after that night? The next day, we did have a conversation because... I started a msn conversation with you. After that night? None of us got any news from you, not even a call, sms or msn conversation. There wasn't a single form of communication from you for 2 weeks or so?
I thought something might have happened to you, so I messaged to ask how were you doing. No reply until a few hours later saying that you were catching up with the Vietnam girl. Then no news from you again.
The cycle repeats itself. 2 weeks later, I asked you on msn :" So, you are not going to talk to us for the rest of the time, if we are not going to contact you?" This time round, your reply really gave us a shock. Just a sorry and claiming that you were busy and there were no news from you again.
If the situations were like what you said, then I would like to ask you. How long do you take to type a short sms or start a msn conversation? Including the time taken for you to search for the contacts, I bet this will take you less than a minute. Is it really that difficult to take a minute off to show your friends that you still care? Can't you even sleep a minute later to show your friends that you still bother bother about the friendship?
I don't understand why the one busy revising to retake the few subjects for Os can take the time out to ask the rest of us how are we, but you can't. I don't understand why the one busy working and maintaining the relationship with the boyfriend can take time out to show that she still cares, but you can't. I don't understand why I can take time out to catch up with the rest when I am working after school, when I am in the same poly as you, when I have equally much work to do as you, and when preparation for RED Camp 4 is so intensive, but you can't.
We always wonder what do you take us as, when we got to know that you rather contact ******* than us. Fine, it didn't really bother me that much until we read your blog. You explained to us that you were busy with all those stuff and you really had to settle them, yet we see another side of the story in your entries?
Os is over! I wonder if you even remembered to send your regards and best wishes before your dear friend went in to retake her papers. Whatever it is, just a quick update for you. I think she will do well this time round because she checked and she got most of it right. Oh yes! She went for the checkup and the doctor says that she doesn't have to go for the operation for the backbone anymore. (Provided if you still remember that one of your close friends was about to go for a major operation) Anyway, she is enjoying herself with her family in China now.
The rest of us are doing fine, and we hope you are as well.
posted at 3:41 AM
Monday, November 12, 2007
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My Lovable Laughing Partner Happy 17th Birthday To You!! =) Hope that you'll have a good year ahead and may all your wish come true!!
Yes!! You're still my dearest classmates after all!!(",) Really glad to have lunch together once again that day.. I bet you didn't know..It was really awesome!! Haha =) I promise you a birthday treat soon, alright?? Tell me when are you free yea??(",)
Hope you'll enjoy your day!! With love =)
posted at 9:49 AM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
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I know I haven't been updating for quite some time, but well, fret not! I'm not going to tell old grandma's story. I shall just update on the most recent event, Student Leader Camp! =)
It's a camp for all student leaders of NP to participate in. The main purpose of the camp was for all SLs to get to know each other and bond together before Red Camp 4. I must say that the camp was a success because everybody got to know Sls from all the other schools, and we certainly did bond together as a group.
Anyway, we were separated into 5 tribes, and I happened to be in Vikings! It's great to be in there because all Vikings were nice people. Vikings!! Nice to get to know you people!! =) We braved all the dirty games together, despite getting all dirty and smelly. Haha! Not forgetting how we stayed up all night trying to clear food. WAHAHAHA!
Oh yes! Another memorable thing is having all the SLs learning the mass dance together. Even those that claimed that they can't dance, danced really well. Haha! We planned many things during the camp too, so I'm really looking forward to Red Camp 4!
PL-Lites reading this, do sign up for red Camp 4, alright? =) It's really going to be a blast! Come and experience NP, no harm coming and experience NP for free, right? You get all the fun, and I promise you'll enjoy and learn more before you make your choice!(",)
